Navigating Bangalore as an Indian-American Woman Researcher

Arriving at the Kempegowda International Airport in Bangalore in early July felt like I had returned back home. As I exited the airport and stepped into the warm, humid air, juggling three heavy suitcases, I felt physically drained and exhausted. But my mind was overwhelmingly excited at the thought of reconnecting with my grandparents, cousins, aunts, and uncles. As an Indian-American with deep roots in Mysore, Karnataka (about a 3-hour drive from Bangalore), I had spent countless summers in India reconnecting with family and old friends, enjoying delicious foods, immersing myself in cultural traditions and activities, and exploring ancient temples and palaces.

But I knew this visit would be different. This time, I was not just here to relieve my favorite memories; I was here to embark on a new and unfamiliar journey– I was conducting independent field research. The prospect of this new challenge brought with it immense feelings of stress and anxiety due to all the uncertainty that surrounded the process. Questions constantly filled my mind: Will I be able to find enough participants? Am I asking the right questions? Will Indian women want to talk to me? And am I capable of conducting research? However, with the steady support of my family, the continuous encouragement from my peers and advisors, and the unwavering faith my interviewees placed in me, I successfully completed my field research. As a result, this journey quickly became one of my most invaluable learning experiences. In this blog post, I aim to highlight some of the challenges I faced, how I navigated through them, and why the research process is both a rewarding and a privileged experience. 

Once the jet lag wore off and I had spent some quality time with all of my family and friends, I knew it was time to focus on my research. But as I reached out to some of my contacts in India, I quickly realized that the people they had offered to connect me with did not meet the criteria for my study. This was my first challenge and realization- I had no one to interview. After my initial moment of panic, I understood that the best way to navigate this challenge was to turn to those closest to me– my extended family and friends. After explaining the situation, they immediately surrounded me, eager to help. Over the next few hours and days, they made countless phone calls to their friends and family, and soon I had a few interested participants. Additionally, my dad, who has been my biggest supporter throughout this process, also contacted his contacts, who offered invaluable assistance. 

This first challenge taught me two important ideas about the research process. First, not everything will go according to plan. While this concept was significantly emphasized by all of my advisors and fellow researchers, it is one thing to hear it and quite another to experience it. However, it is important to note that if and when things fall apart, it is more than okay to ask for help because research is often not a solo process, and good research frequently relies on the support and contributions of others. In my case, it was the unwavering support and generosity of my family and friends in India. 

Once I contacted my research participants and scheduled my interviews, I assumed the rest of the process would be seamless. Little did I know at that point that I would be terribly wrong. My next challenge was navigating Bangalore, a city with a dense population, heavy traffic, a complicated public transportation system (since I was not a local and could not read in the native language—Kannada), and a place where GPS maps were not always accurate or available. 

Fortunately, my dad accompanied me on my journey to Bangalore. Despite having his own busy schedule, my dad graciously took on the role of my informal tour guide and support system in the city. Together, we caught many public buses, I learned how to use the Bangalore metro system, and we spent quite a few hours navigating Bangalore traffic—a challenge that locals seemed to handle with ease. 

Even though the GPS maps were not always accurate, the people of Bangalore were incredibly helpful in showing my dad and me how to navigate some of the newer parts of the city. They were also extremely kind and personable. Sometimes, they would go beyond just giving us directions; they would also accompany us to our destination to ensure we reached the right place. 

While navigation was still challenging at times, it pushed me to think on my feet, taught me how to problem-solve quickly, and gave me the opportunity to connect with locals—an experience that made me even more excited to meet my interviewees. 

After successfully navigating through the city and arriving at my interview locations, it was finally time to interview my research participants. That’s when I encountered my third challenge- I needed to ensure that my interviewees felt comfortable enough to open up and share their stories. Although I had previously talked to some of my interviewees, established a level of trust, and assured them that all of my data would be anonymized, I also knew that if I were in their position, it might still be difficult to fully open up to a researcher I had only recently met. 

Thus, I revisited my professors’ and advisors’ advice and then brainstormed ways to create a more comfortable environment. I decided to begin all of my interviews by letting the participants ask me any questions they wanted—whether about my research or my personal life. I realized that by providing a space where my participants could kind of “interview” me before I interviewed them, I established a mutual sense of trust, creating a more comfortable and safer environment for both of us. 

While not all of my interviewees chose to ask me questions, many expressed appreciation at the end of the interview for having the opportunity to do so. Through these interactions, I quickly learned that being a researcher comes with a profound amount of responsibility. These women trusted me with their stories and personal experiences, which, for some of them, involved traumatic experiences, including harassment. 

As a researcher, it is immensely important to recognize that conducting interviews is a significant privilege; it involves people sharing deeply personal aspects of their lives. I also learned that it is crucial to be open and willing to answer questions in return. Doing so creates a shared learning experience for everyone involved.  

Ultimately, valuable field research does not come without its challenges. However, for me, it was precisely those challenges that showed me that I was resilient and capable, thus making the overall experience far more rewarding. Field research truly humbled me and granted me the privilege to listen to the stories of Indian women, connect with wonderful people, and deepen my understanding of the country that is my second home.

Aishwarya Nagabhushan, B.A. in International Affairs

Sigur Center 2024 Research Fellow Fellow

India

A picture of Old Karuizawa Ginza Street with many cafes, bakeries, and souvenir shops

A Mountain Trip to Escape the Heat

In late June, I took a three-day trip to Karuizawa, a historic mountain resort town in Nagano prefecture. People often visit Karuizawa to escape the summer heat, or to ski during the winters. Here, one can enjoy the scenery of forests, waterfalls, and even an active volcano known as Mount Asama, which towers 2,568 meters into the sky. 

As I visited right at the beginning of the rainy season, I walked through heavy downpour for the first part of the trip. However, even with the rain, I thoroughly enjoyed the quaint atmosphere of the town, with its mixture of Japanese and Western influences (due, in turn, to the historical presence of Christian missionaries). Below is a picture of an area known as Old Karuizawa Ginza Street, which is lined with many cafes, bakeries, and souvenir shops. In the backdrop, one can also catch a glimpse of the mountains surrounding the area.

A picture of Old Karuizawa Ginza Street with many cafes, bakeries, and souvenir shops

Fortunately, the rain stopped in the latter half of the trip, and I was able to enjoy some beautiful sunlit scenery of the surrounding nature. Below is a picture of a river taken from above a nameless bridge.

A picture of an unnamed river from above

The drier weather during the latter part of the trip also allowed me to take a walk along the trail leading to the top of Mount Asama. While I was unable to make it to the end of the trail, I was still able to smell the sulfur fumes from the volcano. (The last time Mount Asama had erupted was in 2019.)

A picture of a green trail

Below is a picture of the volcano from below. Hopefully, I am able to make it to the top the next time I visit.

A picture of a volcano from affair

The highlight of my trip was the Shiraito Waterfall located just north of the Karuizawa town. The waterfall is not very tall, but it is known for its distinctive width (a 70-meter arc, which I was unable to do justice to with my phone camera). The name “Shiraito” means “white thread(s),” which describes the appearance of the falling water. The water is said to come from the rainwater that falls on Mount Asama, which subsequently takes six years to arrive at the waterfall through underground channels.

A picture of a waterfall

The path leading up to the waterfall was also very scenic, and the air was chilled by the rushing stream running along the path. There were many tourists there, despite it being a Monday.

A picture of a bridge with some tourists walking over it
A picture of tourists walking along a trail

Overall, I highly recommend Karuizawa to anyone who has a chance to visit Japan—especially during the scorching months of Japanese summer!

Mayuko Maeda, Ph.D. in Political Science

Sigur Center 2024 Research Fellow

Japan

A picture of a bride and groom at an altar in pink lighting

Experiencing a Wedding in India

Indian culture is often most well-known abroad through elaborate and festive weddings. From the mehndi to the mangal phera, Indian weddings are full of tradition, family, and fashion. The different events each serve a distinct purpose in joining the families, preparing the groom and bride, and celebrating. The multi-day affair, especially at Marwadi weddings, is all-encompassing and gives a look into the cuisine, history, and religion of Rajasthan. 

While conducting my fieldwork in Jaipur I took three days off to attend my Nani’s (maternal grandmother) brother’s grandson’s wedding. Although it may seem strange for me to be invited to such a distant relative’s nuptials, it is very normal in Indian culture for the bride and groom to not know all their guests; traditionally the wedding is geared towards the parents and family rather than an individual focus on the couple. Indian families, like mine, are huge so it is common for hundreds of guests to be invited. Weddings like these become a test in remembering my relatives’ names, specific honorifics, and exactly how I am related to them. 

I was very excited to attend this wedding because I had never attended one in India before. Furthermore, I am Marwadi which is an ethnic group from Rajasthan so I was eager to learn more about the wedding traditions and customs of my culture in the place where my ancestors originated. 

A picture of people sitting at a table from behind
A fountain outside at nighttime

Caption: Family at the Sagai and the courtyard at Rambagh Palace 

The first event of the wedding weekend was the Sagai which is most akin to an engagement party. The couple will exchange rings which more significantly reflects the consent of both families to the marriage. It’s an opportunity for both families to meet, get to know each other, and historically this was when the bride and groom met for the first time. The Sagai I attended was held at a Rambagh Mahal — a beautiful palace that was formerly the residence of the Maharaja of Jaipur. This event was more relaxed and was basically an opportunity for everyone who traveled for the wedding to meet relatives and friends, have a small ring ceremony, and eat a ton of really great food. 

A woman smiling and having henna applied to her hands

The second event was the Mehndi which is where the families –mostly the women– have intricate henna applied to their hands. Mehndi is the Hindi word for henna which is a natural and temporary skin dye made from the leaves of the Henna tree. The groom is also meant to participate but men nowadays apply a nominal amount if any. The bride, on the other hand, will have mehndi up to her elbows and also on her feet. Traditionally the mehndi is a way of wishing the bride good health and prosperity as she makes her journey on to marriage. This event was again a way for the guests to all get together, celebrate, and get their mehndi done in preparation for the wedding festivities.

A large crowd of people, some standing and some sitting, at a wedding
A young woman wearing a lehenga

Next was the Sagan and Sangeet. These events signify the beginning of the wedding festivities and are also considered pre-wedding parties. While the sagai and mehndi are calmer, the sangeet is meant to be a joyfully loud and boisterous celebration. There are choreographed dances from both families, bride and groom, beautiful and bold outfits, and tons of food. Older women wore gorgeous saris while younger women, including myself, donned intricate and heavy lehengas. The bride and groom chose a Bollywood theme for this party and all of the decorations pictured them as famous heroes and heroines from classic Bollywood movies. The groom tried his very best at dancing in front of hundreds of people but the bride’s sisters did a much better job. The buffet options were never-ending with fusion options, desserts, traditional Indian food, snacks, drinks, and passed appetizers. I was stuffed 30 minutes in.

A picture of a street covered in flood waters

The next day was the day of the wedding and was supposed to be the haldi. Haldi is the Hindi word for turmeric and during this event, a turmeric and yogurt paste is applied to the skin of the bride and groom by their families to give them a radiant glow before their wedding ceremony. Unfortunately, it is currently monsoon in Rajasthan and a huge rainstorm completely flooded the streets meaning the haldi had to be canceled.

A group of people happily dancing
A group of men standing in pink lighting
Two women standing next to each other in pink lighting
A group of women sitting together in pink lighting
A walkway to an altar in pink lighting

Caption: My family sitting in the wedding venue

Later that evening when the streets cleared we made our way back to the venue for the Bharat, Jai Mala, and Phere— also known as the wedding ceremony. The groom’s family (me!) all gathered outside of the venue for the Bharat. Traditionally, the Bharat is the groom’s procession to arriving at the bride’s home; sometimes they will enter on elephants or horses and always with dancing, drums, and lots of people. The groom rode into his Bharat on a vintage Rolls Royce. We slowly and loudly made our way to the unbelievably gorgeous wedding tent: decorated with flowers, chandeliers, and soft pink lighting. It took a while for the bride to arrive so we all took this as an opportunity to rest after the Bharat, marvel at the tent, take photos, and eat the catered chat (Indian snack foods) in the neighboring tent. There were imported fruits, masala chai, pakoras (fritters), noodles, soup, pasta, and so many desserts. The bride arrived about an hour later with her entourage wearing an incredibly ornate lehenga that looked beautiful. While the wedding party sat down for the long ceremony the rest of the guests walked around eating, enjoying each other’s company, gossiping, and getting more photos. The ceremony was mostly ignored by the guests. A pandit sits with thebride, groom, and their families reciting prayers and performing specific rituals. Most important are the saat phere (seven rounds). Each round a bride and groom take around the holy fire symbolizes a vow that the couple has to follow. Each phera signifies a vow that couples have to take for eternity. After that, they were married! The rest of the night was a gigantic celebration with dancing until all hours of the night.

A picture of a bride and groom at an altar in pink lighting

Reflecting on my experience at this wedding, I realized how deeply rooted and vibrant Indian traditions are, especially through marriage. The elaborate ceremonies, the familial connections, and the shared joy showcased the richness of my heritage. Despite the modern influences and changing times, these rituals remain a cornerstone, providing tradition and a sense of community. Attending my bhaiya’s wedding was more than just a festive occasion; it was a look into my Marwadi roots and the values and traditions that shape our culture. Through these celebrations, we not only honor our past but also build connections for the future, ensuring that our culture thrives for generations to come.

Author: Diya Mehta, B.A. International Affairs, Sigur Summer Research Fellow, India

A Lesson Learned from my Study Abroad

Hello everybody, it’s been about a week since my last video was recorded and I am quickly approaching my last few weeks in Taiwan and this will be my last blog post as a result. With this in mind I thought it would be a useful exercise to use this blog post as a sort of lessons learned activity to both help me make better choices in these last few weeks and to help someone else in the future possibly. 

So I figured I would just first start off elaborating on who I am and what this will be mostly useful for, as in my situation I am fairly introverted and thus the advice and mistakes I will mention are mostly focused around that. 

First, establishing the level of introvert that I am, though this is kind of a confidence builder for people who also have had it as bad before, is that I used to be in a position where I’d freeze up immediately upon being in a conversation I didn’t expect. This was never a good situation but throughout my time in my undergrad I eventually brute forced my way out of this stage. But the echoes of this problem still remain, for example my main struggle today is in initiating a conversation, for whatever reasons I’m often too shy or panicked to just walk up to some and say hello, whether this be at networking events or something less formal. 

Now if you’re in a similar position to myself this is obviously a problem when trying to establish yourself in a foreign country, especially since you’re using a language you might not be fully confident in. With this in mind I have found it helpful to try and look back at steps that helped me get out of the super introverted stage. For example, if initiating conversations is challenging, try just getting smaller, manageable goals for yourself. Aim to start one conversation a week with someone new. It doesn’t have to be long or even much of a conversation at all. You just have to push yourself to do it, then just keep gradually increasing that type of interaction each week and it can help build confidence and make the foreign settings feel less intimidating.

Next, you should try and look for social events or groups that align with your interests. You don’t have to go on nightly group outings to get a rich experience, even if it’s just in a small study group. These smaller activities allow for deeper conversations that can help improve your language skills more, these can be anything from looking for posters for on campus activities for your program, or just looking for activities at cool locations, for example, the national theater in Taiwan often had smaller events that have been easy to attend with a small friend group, and most places should have at least one activity that is similar!

Though with this in mind, if you’re someone like me whose social battery runs out pretty quick, it’s also important to try and balance out social activities with time to recharge. You don’t need to be doing things every day to get a rich experience and you could just end up spoiling it for yourself and make sure not to put down the success you’ve had! No matter how small your accomplishments might seem, at the end of the day you’re navigating a foreign country while using a foreign language so even just a small conversation going well should be seen as a great success. 

Now as my time in Taiwan comes closer and closer to an end, I hope these reflections and tips can offer some guidance to those who may find themselves in a similar position to my own. Remember, personal growth comes from pushing past your comfort zones! (but not too much!) and every small achievement is a step toward greater confidence. Thank you for joining me on this journey, and best of luck to everyone navigating their own adventures abroad!

Cole Rubin, M.A. in Asian Studies

Sigur Center 2024 Language Fellow

Taiwan

A picture of the Chiang Kai-Shek Memorial Hall at daytime

My First Few Weeks in Taiwan

My first three weeks in Taiwan have been an incredibly new experience to me. This has been my first time actually living outside the country and I was filled with anxiety as to what would happen as to when I would arrive. I still remember the worried look on my family’s faces as we all had dinner together before I left. I laughed away their anxiousness at the time but underneath I was really just as nervous. During my time in my undergrad I was notoriously shy and not exactly a person you would expect to go out of there way to spend 8 weeks in a foreign country It wasn’t all to long ago since and while I had moved past that phase in my life some of it still lingers in me to this day.

That moment stepping off the plane was one of awe and bewilderment not exactly as to my surroundings, but I guess I never really took it all in till that point: that is I was an ocean away from my closest friends and family and in an unfamiliar environment. But having taken the moment to have caught my bearings I quickly made my way through the airport and successfully called a taxi, the trip would take a bit over an hour and on the way I got to understand the physical differences almost immediately, this was not the anything like the flat Salt River Valley or the victorian architecture lining the Potomac, I was faced with the tropics for the first time, a sea of green unending in its depths while the occasional traditional structure would be darted along the road, the country flashing between ancient to modern as I entered into the city of Taipei. Eventually finding myself at the on campus hoteI, which also happened to be where I would be taking my classes. 

The program I am in is an eight week intensive program and it definitely has been grueling so far, not that I can’t cope with the workload but there’s not as much time to explore the country as I had hoped. Be that as it may I still have my outings even if they are more local then I had hoped. Just last weekend I made a trip to the Chaing-Kai Shek memorial and spent most of the day there around the museum sections and admiring the courtyard and surrounding gardens. Besides this the program also includes a large assortment of activities on the weekends which has so far included things like simple tours and Chinese cooking classes to more unique excursions to the Taiwanese countryside where we would get a bit sized experience of working at a tea leaf farm and brewing our very own batch, which I found quite fun.

Although I had these initial anxieties I have come to work past the growing pains and enjoy Taiwan. Forgoing the weather of course which while I was warned about I was not fully prepared for, with the hot humid air feeling painfully similar to an all too familiar Arizona summer.  

Be that as it may, I am incredibly grateful for this opportunity. COVID prevented my hopes of studying abroad when I was in my undergrad so this was an experience I was desperately wanting for a long time and so far it has not disappointed. Taiwan has proved to be a beautiful country, especially around the outskirts of Taipei and further out counties like Yilan where the natural aspect of Taiwan could be more appreciated. As far as first impressions are concerned, I’d happily return after the fact if given the chance, though I may choose a season with better weather! But at the moment I’m looking forward to spending more time here and finding new experiences as I continue to explore Taiwan! 

Cole Rubin, M.A. in Asian Studies

Sigur Center 2024 Language Fellow

Taiwan

A photo of the Taiwan Skyline at Night